Insomnia

     It's 5:38 AM, and I haven't slept all night. The damn coffee that I took at the party today; although a little made a very big impact on my sleep. I have to wake up at 8:30 AM today. And I am wide awake. I guess I am going to buy an energy drink. I think I'm feeling kinda sleepy. Man that coffee kept me up! Well my family and I didn't get to go to the baptism but we went to the get together. Which was okay, it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. We met the baby, met my new uncle (he's British by the way). Hopefully we could have more get together's, just because I haven't seen the family like that in decades. Sunday. I think I found the cure to my depression, its socializing with people. Perhaps its because I'm always stuck in my room or at school. You know I am isolated. So socializing is the way to go. 

    Leave it to the morning sun. To hit my face. To wake me up. To feel its warmth slowly growing on my soul. To let the day begin...What a way to be risen. From the sleepless night to the new day, a new beginning. a new chance to achieve what we want. And to live and love.

   There is a little something I wrote while listening to Clair de Lune by Debussy, while looking out the window. God so help me that I don'f fall asleep in class today. Although I stayed up all night I did get a little bit of studying done. I shall continue to study after I'm done writing. Oh and I finished watching Parade's End. It was great. Absolutely, wonderful. The plot was what looked like the late 1900's and early 2000's. It was a love story, like a love triangle. All of the actors were great. I believe it was a show for the mind. Here's a photo: 

    I am now listening to my favorite Beethoven Symphony: Symphony 7. Its lovely. I sometimes wish I was born back then. The music the clothing ugh! Wonderful! I can't believe I'm not sleepy. Besides the coffee I drank yesterday! I think it was also that I ate a lot of sugar. That is what I think kept me up. But yea, lets see how the day goes. Because today is my long day and I have an exam so I am kinda freaking out. But not really. I am going to have to drink more coffee. The day looks absolutely beautiful. It reminds me of the U.K. birds chirping and a great symphony to listen to. I guess yesterday wasn't that bad. I hope to go to the U.K. soon it was very peaceful over there. I must go now, I have to study and you know make my coffee. I think I get my chemistry test results back today. Hopefully I got an A. I need to get A's in everything! Well, let the day be great for you all. Good luck and stay awake.