Things... Well I just have to get the Hang of them.

    Today well, it was okay I guess. Better than other days but now school is starting to get tough because the exams are coming up. I got a 20/25 in my chemistry quiz, not good because I could only miss 100 points in that class to get an A. So I am going to stay after school for a couple of hours to get help on things that I am not sure about and to study. Also I have been working out and eating a bit better, so that is helping my health and yea. I don't know how I am able to stay up this late and wake up early, its weird. I am going to be so dead tomorrow in Physiology lecture. I'm just gonna drink tea and have a good breakfast that will keep me alert for tomorrow, since I am behind I have to go to school early so I have to leave the house at about 8:30 AM to get there in time for SI (supplemental instruction) like tutoring. So yea that's gonna be something. Its almost midnight here ugh I don't know how I am going to be tomorrow. But at least I don't have school on Friday. But yea I have to catch up so this weekend I am going to try to memorize everything and read a lot to enforce my memory on the subject. Wish me luck guys.

    So about the change of life now, we are going to start going to church on Sundays. Before we used to go to every service, but its a start you know. I hope going to church will have a different influence on us. You know to get us out of the house and help us spiritually. I don't know if my aunt will be able to make it every Sunday. But I understand her circumstance. I'll keep praying for her, she'll get better.

I've also got to change myself. Man its harder than it looks trust me. Changing yourself, ugh I have to try though so yea. I need to change. Get better, be better you know thats what I need to do.

    I do hope things get better, with me, my aunt, my family, with everyone. Well I am getting very tired its midnight already. I've been at school the whole day so yes. I guess I'm gonna go to sleep now. Good luck to you guys and goodnight.