Friday, January 18, 2013

Going a bit insane

     Today was a really weird and dreadful day. I woke up this morning with a really bad headache, the type I get when I am under stress. On top of that our main pipe at our house started to leak, so we had to call a plumber and remove the pipe which leaves us with no water inside the house. It is 7:21 PM here in California and the whole day we have spent it without any water, so no washing dishes, no washing your hands no nothing. It's a good thing we live by many stores so we can just go to use their bathroom. Well, the plumber is still working on the pipes I hope he finishes soon so I could wash the dishes and be productive. 
     
     This morning with the hurtful headache and the pipe problem I spent watching the 1963 episodes of Doctor Who. The first doctor is great, just not loving the black and white, I wonder at what season or episode the show will turn into color. Also wondering how the first doctors regeneration is going to be like. Today I also sold my second book off of craigslist, which is great because I need the money to pay a hospital bill and the books that I have to buy for school. Seriously, I spent $145 on a physiology book that I need. The science classes are pricey, and on top of that I need to buy a lab manual for that class as well as for the other science class that I have to take. I hope that this time around I can get all A's in my science classes, well in all classes. Being a Nursing major I cannot afford a B on anything. I just hope, really hope I can pass everything without giving into being tired or not wanting to go the extra mile on anything because I am tired or sleepy or whatever. Plus I am going to graduate this year in the fall with an associates in nursing (pre-nursing) to show that I have completed the pre-reqs for the nursing program. 
     
     Since I am still on break from school, I have been doing nothing!! Nothing. I have barely any friends, some people say it's because I'm in college, but I know people that are in college and go out every weekend to parties and stuff. Not that I want to go to any parties, but those people are still going out to have some fun. I believe that that helps a person, you know going out to have some fun, we all have different styles of having fun. But seriously I need to get out of my house, I have been in here since last year, the only place I have been to be social was to my aunts house for her new years party well and also my friend came to visit the other day but it was out of the blue and we stayed in my area, so I wouldn't consider that going out even though we went to some stores, I have all around me like I stated earlier I live by lots of stores. 
   
    Any way I really want to go watch "The Hobbit" or any good movie that is coming out or is out in theaters. Maybe I might go watch "Star Trek" because Benedict Cumberbatch is in it. I don't mind going alone, I just want to go watch these movies! With two weeks left before I go back to school I am not really freaking out but just disappointed that I haven't done anything this whole, very very long break. My family and I were supposed to go to Bakersfield today but we didn't because of the money problem. My stupid self gets everyone in trouble. I am embarrassed because my mom has to pay that damn hospital bill, and I haven't got a job to help her out. and God please help her get that job at that store so she can quit that crummy job she has and have this new job. On the topics of jobs I am planning to do a CNA program this summer. Only 6 weeks and the school helps you get a job, so I am really looking forward to doing that. I could help my mom with the bill and get the foundations of nursing in my system.
 
    Now I am currently watching the "War Horse".  Tom and Benedict are in it. But the damn movie keeps pausing every millisecond. Hopefully I would be able to watch it because I have been wanting to watch it for a while now. See what staying in the house makes you do, I have been watching movies and TV shows all day. You might ask why I don't go get a job then, well with 2 weeks before school starts I don't think it would make a difference. Although it will get me out of the house. If I do pursue a job the federal aid that I am receiving will decrease and I need that for school because well I wouldn't have enough money to attend full time with just making minimum wage. 

    On the other hand because I am in here, in my house the whole day! Everyday. Every second of every minute. I believe I have gone a bit insane. I have been sitting or laying in my bed just writing in my blog, watching movies, TV shows, eating, or whatever. I mean I do go to the store but that still not enough. I have been in here for too long. So next week I will make it my goal to go to the DMV to get my permit and to watch "The Hobbit". I will do it. So for the end I will continue to watch the "War Horse" in hopes that it loads, if not I will probably go on facebook, browse tumblr, or clean a bit. I hope that tomorrow will be a better day and that the pipes get fixed fast. Well I will go now, it seems I wrote a lot today because I have too much time on my hands. Well goodnight everyone.  

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